Those of you that read my previous blog, ‘School Minbus Mystery Mayhem’, will know that we’ve been having some significant issues recently supporting and helping James to get into school… Once he’s there he has a great time, does really well, and comes home happily, but getting him there is proving harder and harder…
Yesterday, I had some important meetings in the office, which is a 250-mile round trip from home. I needed to be there and that meant needing James to be in school. I turned to prayer, asking God to help me to get James to school happily and well so that I could then drive to the office… I seem to remember I might also have said something about “not minding if the rest of the week was a mess, as long as today works!” Be careful what you pray for!!
James was happy to go into school yesterday, had a great day there, and came home on the school mini bus easily and joyfully… A great answer to prayer… That was yesterday…
Today is my day off… I had lots of plans, needing to go out to the shops to get some things, go to the bank, a list of errands to run… All that came crashing down when James point blank refused to budge from his sofa, either when the school minibus came for him (that’s not unusual), or later when I tried to take him in myself (more unusual)… The throw away words of my prayer yesterday came back into my mind!
We don’t always get what we think we prayed for… or at least what we want and think we need. My main focus yesterday was to get to the office and that happened, today is a day off and so isn’t so critical. If James was going to pick a day to refuse to go to school, today was the better one… although I still would have preferred him to go in anyway!
Sometimes we get exactly what we prayed for… my throwaway comment about not minding if the rest of the week was a mess was also answered!
Whatever answers to prayer we get will help us and teach us something if we are really prepared to accept that prayer isn’t a one-way communication, us talking to God… He answers! It’s just that sometimes we’re so caught up in our own lives that we’re not listening…
Yesterday evening I was thinking about what this week’s blog might be about… I had no ideas, but remember saying something about how I’ll know by the time I need to write something! I got an answer to prayer with that, but not the one I was expecting…
We might pray all sorts of things about our child with additional needs… Praying for their day, praying about their future, bringing them into God’s presence… Some people pray about healing… I don’t pray that for James, his Autism is an important part of who he is and he wouldn’t be James if that changed, but I do pray for some of the things he finds hard to be a little easier, such as communication, and more recently for transitions!
Whatever we pray, knowing that God hears us and answers us, giving us what is best for us, and having confidence that even when the answer isn’t what we expected or hoped for it is the very best answer, is important. I don’t know why God’s answer to my prayer was for James to refuse to go to school today, I don’t understand it (although I suppose I did suggest it, and it has led to this blog!), but I trust in God and I trust in his very best for me and my family. If that means I get to share my day off with James today then so be it! That’s not really a hardship, it’s a joy! I’d better not make it too much fun though… there is still school tomorrow!!
13th July 2017
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Thats so true Mark and I often use the ‘no one died’ at the end of a day! So helpful to see the blessings in amongst the seeming ‘chaos’ !!
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